?!

也许 正幸福着
但

心中始终有根放不下的刺

是不愿放弃这样的情感来 来代表着回忆存在着？
还是心中的愧疚?

这一切
很想赶快的让它消失去 有感到不舍！？

刺

左想

右想

心里始终有根刺

梦到的始终是同个故事的梦

1007 HowRyou Final Project vs Accident

I really felt mad and angry when my car happened little accident on the highway.

Still same, 4 of us, sitting the same car, same driver, similar scene.

Almost bang to the hell.. -.-zzz

THE SCENE was really scary and looked like having an action movie on that time. -.-zzz

I can slightly felt that my car 漂移 sound... D=

Nothing much, at the end, settled all this thing, then we still stick with the plan,

Direct drove to pyramid. 

2 of us were trying the jacket. (actually just ryan want to buy as he is going to korea these days)

Actually, I fall in love with that mango jacket.

It really nice and suit my body..

Even the size is just S for man. But it suitable for women too...

I really love it so much.

Due to the costly price.. -.-zzz i gotta give up my mind.

 That day was actually Howyou final year project show.
We went there to give him a support.

LOL =D

the BIG gangs.. hahaha 

3 Peace of US... <3 p="p">

Howyou final year project... 

Anyway, gongtraz to you ya, HOWRYOU.

Wish u have a better future.. ^_^

报应

这些都是因果报应
我都相信了

到最后
我连剩下什么东西
我也不知道

气。己

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致敬校长。安息吧！

校长的离开 (10.2.2012, 14.30)，

我真的吓到了..

只愿：您，一路走好

校长的笑容常伴我们，精神长留兴华。

因为有您，兴华变得更好更好！

无语。录

累了；

倦了；

厌倦了。

Loser

I always being a loser.

何为？好友？

说起来，好讽刺～

渐渐的忘记，好朋友的定义～

谁都可以成为好朋友，

在不同的环境，时间，地点下，都可能成为“一下子”，“永久”的伙伴～

但是，谁能够做我长久的好朋友～

只有，

我自己～

变了

最近的我
变得不是我

以前喜欢畅谈的我
现在都变得有点哑巴去了
找不到跟人沟通的点

以前喜欢做傻的我
现在变得有点自闭了
很难找到那种做傻的心情

跟姐妹们关系似乎冷淡了些
是我多想了嘛？

不了解他们的一举一动
可是他们却很了解彼此

为什么？
 【找人，被说是--无事不登三宝殿
        不找人，关系就冷淡，渐渐的聊不上一句话】

不晓得
自己也不清楚

很不想聚在人群中
我喜欢过我自己一个人的生活
不用特地去想话题来跟别人沟通


沟通-----------------成为了我现在最大的弱点。
一个人------------------成为了我现在最大的喜好。

Im just piece of SHIT

well, sincerely..even I'm believed in the miracle will alwayz come towards me..the luck alwayz will support me. But Those just are piece of my SHIT imagine.

It doesn't appear anytime when I need them.
It's meant that, I have to rely on myself to do the things succeed..
It's meant that, I have to work more harder and harder to make the things success.

Really, I do many such things by my ows self wihout any luck...
Gosh..

A person cant even live in this real world, cant even fight with others,
the life will getting more SUXK---IF WITHOUT ANY LUCK.

Please. I do really need it. BESTOW.
I dont want alwayz be the SHUAI and unlucky person.

The things come alwayz happen and happen.
Make my life sucks.

Or as my Marketing Lectuere said:" You have to fight with the LIFE, you can have your life FUN then."

Maybe Im not as normal as a human being, I have to face many many tough in the future by my ownself.

OR as fortuneteller mentioned last time, I borned without any luck. Have to work untillll veryyyyyy hard, those people only can recognise my work so.

Is it showed that I am a strong lady if without the luck? totally nope.
It just piece of shit.

HUMAN BEING are borned in unequity world.

Those who doesn't have LUCK, might same with me. Have to work more harder than those who're the lucky one.

So, we gotta fight it.

Y1S1 result 。Sem 2

My warm and lovely holiday was said :" GOOD-BYE " to me.

The wicked sem is there greeting me.

My shit result><

ARH, i hate it.

Plus, my result wasn't good at all.

Just got CGPA--1.2666 and Microeconomic, Management Principles failure.

Bewteen, another good news for ME.

I got the car park sticker.

I not need to park outside anymore..^^v

So, totally...my life in sem 2 SXXX...

Gonna make me insane...==!!!

Again

我
又陷入EMO了

突然想很多
觉得很多现实的东西让我看到了

人
都是这样

什么是朋友？
拥有利益的人才会跟你搭上的“朋友”

唉，认命！！！
在进大学之前我就没有想要交个知心友
最多也只是HI   BYE friends

><..很难想象我接下来的几个sem要怎样过~
TMDEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

没有朋友的日子

真的比跳楼还辛苦

P.O.S.T

0611- Friday

After finished school, we cycled and enjoyed the enviroment of UTAR and recognised all the part of the campus.

WE keep cycling and cycling to west lake from east lake. Quite far distance from our house. ==..

I did enjoy the moment with the windy and fresh enviroment..^^v

Lotus..^^v..

I love this DAY..^^..gloomy and windy day..

Our campus..can you guys see that the small small building..all is belonging to UTAR..

Such a HUGE HUGE campus

And, in front of the west lake is UTAR hostel..

Fishing area..^^..nice view..

And, around 6.30p.m. like this, we cycled back to our house to rest. LOL..Then the next day, I back to klang with Bigsot's brother's car. He fetched us back.

On the way back to klang, We saw a nice and huge and colourful rainbow in front of us. Not 1 rainbow, but was 2 rainbow at there.

The rainbow seems like so close with us..^^..

The first one is clear and colourful, but the second one is very dim. Due to my stupid worst phone, sure couldn't capture the second one..==..

0617- Thursday

Our campus had PC fair which is organised at BLOCK C.. and, that day was the very last day in UTAR.

the price of PC fair not so cheap at all. Some are expensive than KL..some are cheaper la..

I bought 1 hello kitty mini fan-RM 25 and 1 keyboard protecter- RM8..^^v

Next post will talk about my bicycle get locked by stupid guard

and I drove come to KAMPAR and one is about my small and WARM room..LOL..^^V

Recall

What the fuck I am thinking NOW...
I was really full of stress in study..

And,
Keep recall somethings that had past almost 5months...

Just now tidy up my last year exercises and notes..
Suddenly found a pieces of paper inside those notess

It made ME felt so warm after saw this and recalled back at that moment..
Althought it had past 10months, I still felt some happy when saw it..~

thank you the pieces of paper,

It make me feel more better NOW..

Farewell Day

It was a black and uncomfortable FRIDAY[4.6.2010] for me..There was drizzled on that day. That day was MY very last day to study in Taylor's. I am transfering to UTAR to study Banking and Finance Programme.

So, I was skipped the class that day because I was very busy to settle my study things before going the XIAMEN trip.

And, DUHONG also was the last chance to drive my car, xynn was the last chance to sit my car. HAHA..

After withdraw the Academic English class, I straight away drove to P.J. utar campus to sumit the application form. Don't why?? I was really not feeling so well on that day, Felt that somethings would gonna happened then.

Saw this lazy cat lying on the car..LOL..

Then, I was going to sumit the form. But, the stupid man wasn't there. He took leave that day. And, the other guy came and took my form to ask his Head. The stupid head said:" cannot, because it was too late, called her/he to intake JANUARY class." ...

WTF..!!..I was so shockedddddddd when I heard this. I was so.....NERVOUS...

So, I faster tell the guy and said the previous day, the guy who took leave that day called me came to sumit the form and could get the OFFER LETTER on Monday.

But now.....................................!!

then, the guy said he would phone the guy who took leave and confirm the deal within me and he.

MLM...

AND, what the stupid things was............I nearly NEARLY got an accident at the Highway before the brigde. OMG, the lorry almost wanna to scratch me and I nearly mahu langgar the tiang...many cars were watching me...==..felt so blur and wanna cry that day...

no choice.. I had to adjust my feeling and went to Sunway to meet my classmate. Faster called the tears back inside..==...

After that, I went to meet them and went to Pizza Hut for lunch. LOL..2 Hawaii chicken, I supreme chicken, and 1 island chicken ah..?..LOL..i forgot the named already.

Deng..deng..

and..We saw this..The smart guy design his sandwish beatifully and keep many things inside..So geng..!!

Thankssss my classmate...So nice to meet them although some were came from the same secondary school, and some were just meet for 1month. I feel so happy and happy..

So sad..T.T..xynn and jackie was inside the office room to hear about the Job's thingssss..couldn't come and celebrate..

Thank you my classmate, I wish all of you can achieve Band 6 successfully and stay happy alwayz. And, thank you the farewell..Thanksssssss Alot..~~❤

BIG DAY??

my bigday...wont ever belong to ME..it was really son of the bitch of the DAY..
I HATE MY BIRTHDAY SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH..~~


1----last year, i was rob when before my birthday..
2----this year, kena block because of my carr road tax already MATI, and ..MY purse didnt have a small money inside it!!
3----not feeling well just now...AND, keep vomiting in my TOILET...

REALLY OMFG..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I wish I can go to DIE NOW..!!

# thank you my dear friendsss, those lovely wishes..

i really so happy because they still remenber my birthday..and facebook kaki..

I really so touching at that time..Really..

althought they didn;t celebrate with ME,

I still feel warm on IT..!#

Not.my.day

I not expected to much on it. It is a truth that almost everybody has already forget.

Is OKAY..!!

Expect too much, the affect will not as same as what you are expecting..

So..........being

OPTIMIST...!!

Keep It UP!!!

I got my Mid-term examination result jsut now. I was so happy because I obtained 7.0, it's mean Band 7 on that Grammar Paper.

BUT....~~~~~

my writing---------------------------I just obtained 3.9 on it. I realised I had chose wrong the topic of paragraph. "What's the advantage of degree program..?". The title might be easier to write. But for my case, It really easy for me to write in CHINESE, but not ENGLISH!

Listening--------------------------Is okay, but still need to improve alot. Im just got 5.8 only for 20 question.

And, the last...Is the most terrible and nearly make me wanna to give up my English programme...

Reading Comprehension-------------------------2.3....Really OMFG..!!..The paper total up has 13 question, But the clever person I am just obtained 5 upon 13. How sad....!!T.T..

However, It wont so easy to piss me off. I will try harder and harder ever than before.

Huisine, try your best and don't try to waste your dad money and your parents hope on you.!!